There are hardly any cute guys near me. But I’m also biased and I prefer good-looking people. What’s the point of being on a dating site if you don’t have a picture? I wish people couldn’t join without an actual picture of themselves. Some people upload pictures with their heads deliberately cut off. I have reported people for violating that rule actually. It’s very annoying…

I’ve realized that I really don’t like most people. At least not guys my age. Many of them are really silly and ridiculous. And even when they’re older, they’re often still really silly and ridiculous. I think part of the reason I’m alone is because I’m more mature than the majority of my peers. I feel like I always have been. I think I’ve probably had 1, maybe 2 serious crushes in real life. I don’t crush easily. So if I seriously like someone, that person must be really, really fucking special. I want somebody special but I don’t really care for any of the available options. It seems as though the only people interested in me are those I would probably never even interact with. And the guys I like are taken or not interested. I think I’ll probably be alone forever. It’s fine most of the time, but sometimes it’s really fucking frustrating. It is really frustrating me right now. I don’t know why. I think I’ll just go to sleep.

Compliments are only nice when they’re coming from someone I actually like, or at least from someone who I would actually get along with. I hate going on okcupid and getting messages from people who literally have NOTHING in common with me who are clearly only messaging me because they like the way I look. I literally just got a message saying “you look amazing!” And nothing more. I don’t know why people who are actually good matches make up such a minuscule percentage of the people who actually message me. Like even if I think a guy is cute, I don’t bother if he has nothing in common with me. It’s just pointless as far as I am concerned. Anyway, they keep changing things and I rarely see any cute guys anymore. It’s frustrating!