I don’t like how you don’t see the guy’s face as much as you see the woman’s face in porn. I want to see the guy’s face. Especially if he’s cute. And it seems like the guys are rarely cute actually… Maybe that’s why.

There are hardly any cute guys near me. But I’m also biased and I prefer good-looking people. What’s the point of being on a dating site if you don’t have a picture? I wish people couldn’t join without an actual picture of themselves. Some people upload pictures with their heads deliberately cut off. I have reported people for violating that rule actually. It’s very annoying…

I’ve realized that I really don’t like most people. At least not guys my age. Many of them are really silly and ridiculous. And even when they’re older, they’re often still really silly and ridiculous. I think part of the reason I’m alone is because I’m more mature than the majority of my peers. I feel like I always have been. I think I’ve probably had 1, maybe 2 serious crushes in real life. I don’t crush easily. So if I seriously like someone, that person must be really, really fucking special. I want somebody special but I don’t really care for any of the available options. It seems as though the only people interested in me are those I would probably never even interact with. And the guys I like are taken or not interested. I think I’ll probably be alone forever. It’s fine most of the time, but sometimes it’s really fucking frustrating. It is really frustrating me right now. I don’t know why. I think I’ll just go to sleep.